Evie, 24
Exploring submission through edging, denial, and the power of eloquent words.
Follow my journey #edgingdiary.
To be a good girl, you must desire to be wet and horny every day. Your pussy must ache with the need to be filled. Your thoughts must be focused on pleasing Sir and your needy pussy. You may want to orgasm, you may need to orgasm, but a good girl won’t come until she has permission. You must earn it.
Devotional Training.
Anonymous asked:
Hi — it’s the same: summersubgirl :)
If you’re still interested in following me after the 17th, you can find me on BDSMLR.
I’m intending to keep this blog going, textually, and am also investigating Pillowfort. Watch this space!
“I edge at least twice and preferably more each day. I think you have to. If you just go along everyday without edging, then sex becomes less important. You have to have that sexual stimulation in order to build things up.”
— @kristin-kailey (Say No To The O Member)
Hanna: I love the thought of a girl my age (age 19) choosing something that will make her desperate and suffer this much. Too bad my boyfriend does not fully understand what it is that I want and need.
praiusultsch: I have the same problem with my husband.
Say No To The O: it is a problem common to many wives the word over. But if we all join together we can educate husbands to start saying no to their wive's orgasms.
praiusultsch: A great irony, I have a husband who takes personal pride in making sure I cum every time we have sex. Which is what we all wanted right? Right?
Say No To The O: I am so sorry to hear that sad news. Just like Hannah, you deserve much better.
When I woke up I snuggled up to Sir for a while as he denied me permission to use the bathroom for a while so I laid squirming against him until he eventually let me get up and go pee. When I came back and got into bed he pulled me close and wrapped his hand around my throat and growled in my ear that he was feeling horny and fancied using me before he went off to work. I squirmed as he gripped tighter so all I could do was gasp and tell him I was his to use as he pleased. He told me he knew that and he was just deciding how he wanted to get his pleasure from me. As he thought I felt his cock throbbing against my back and my squirming against it made it harder and he growled in my ear that I was a teasing little girl. I nodded and giggled and he gripped really hard round my throat and growled “…and teasing little girls get fucked”. I whimpered as he ran his hand from my throat down between my legs and he gently teased my pussy.
After a few minutes of teasing until he had me throbbing and aching and dripping wet he asked what I wanted. I told him I wanted him to use me and fuck me like the teasing naughty little girl I was. He moaned and growled “good girl”. He rubbed his cock against my pussy teasing me and then when I begged him to fuck me he smirked and said “oh I will, but I think I will leave that achy pussy alone”. He pushed his cock against my ass and I gasped as he gently teased it inside. Feeling him filling my ass with his cock felt amazing and I just laid there pushing back against him as he got deeper and deeper, gradually getting faster until he was fucking my ass hard and fast and making me whimper and squirm with wonderful feelings.
He fucked me until he had a shuddering moaning orgasm and filled me with his cum and then left me laid on the bed whimpering as my pussy ached with desperate need after being neglected. Sir got up and got dressed and came and gave me snuggles before he had to leave. Just before he left he gave me my instructions for the day. I wasn’t allowed to touch at all, no matter how desperate my pussy got or how needy I felt I wasn’t allowed to touch. It was to be a reminder that my pleasure wasn’t important, that my only focus should be Sir’s pleasure and pleasing him.
I spent the rest of the day throbbing with arousal and each time I did I thought about how I was Sir’s good girl, that my pleasure and orgasms belong to him, that my body and mind belong to him and I will do anything to please him and make him happy. I know that when I am allowed to touch my pussy, to tease and edge it is because Sir wants me to and nothing makes me happier.
“I’m exploring denial with my partner and our sex life has improved dramatically. He loves being in control of my orgasms and it’s made him more dominant in general. I’m constantly needy and desperate.”
— @summersubgirl (Say No To The O Member and Sister in Denial)
“Oh, God, your tongue feels so good… I’m going to cum…”
No. Don’t cum.
“What? Hey, don’t stop! I was so close! Ung… come on!”
No. I said don’t cum.
“Why the fuck not?”
Because I don’t want you to.
“That’s stupid. Are you serious?”
Yes. I am.
“Well, then I’m fucking leaving.”
Okay.
“Really? You really are serious?”
Yes.
“Ugh. It’s your fucking loss.”
Okay.
“Okay? Fine! And just so you know, I was going to let you fuck my ass tonight.”
But now you’re leaving.
“Yeah. And I’m going to cum when I get home. A bunch of times.”
If that’s what you want.
“If that’s what I…? You mean you really…”
Yes. I really don’t want you to cum. Really. If it’s not what you want, then go home.
“Fine.”
Hello?
“Hello. I just… I don’t even know why I’m calling. I’m still pissed off.”
Did you cum a bunch of times?
“No.”
Watch your tone, please.
“Oh, fuck you.”
Okay, I’m hanging up now. Please don’t call back until you’ve learned some manners.
“No! Sorry… I’m sorry.”
That’s better. Now why don’t you tell me why you called. I think you do know.
“Maybe. I… I don’t understand it, but when I think about you telling me not to cum, I get so turned on. My pussy was dripping wet thinking about it.”
That’s good. I’m glad you called.
“So… what happens now?”
You decide. What you’re feeling - right now - you can have more of it, if that’s what you want.
“Yes, I do.”
‘Yes, Sir,’ please.
“God, why does it make me so wet when you do that?”
Stop worrying about why.
“Okay. I’ll try.”
Good. I can hear water.
“I… I’m in the bath.”
Oh, I see. You were probably touching yourself before you called me.
“I… oh, God… yes, I was.”
It’s okay. Touch yourself now.
“Now?”
Right now. Try to get yourself really close, just like you usually do when you make yourself cum.
“Um… okay.”
There you go. Remember how it felt when I was between your legs? The way I licked you and sucked on your clit?
“Unnngg huh…”
Keep going. A little harder now. Nice and close but don’t go over the edge. You’re not allowed to cum without my permission.
“Oh, fuck, can I have permission?”
‘May I please cum, Sir.’
“Holy fuck. May I please cum, Sir?”
No. A little harder now. You can squirm if you need to but no cumming.
“Oh my God. Oh God I want to cum so bad. Please?”
No. Now get ready. I want you as close as you can get. Do not let yourself go over. When I say the word, you will take your hands off, leave you legs wide open, and give this orgasm to me. Is that clear?
“No, please, I want to cum.”
Did I ask you what you wanted?
“Nnnnnggh… no.”
‘No, Sir.’
“Fuck. No, Sir.”
Get ready. Really close now. I really want you shaking you’re so close.
“I am. God, I am, Sir.”
Now… let it go. Hands off. Legs open wide.
“Ohhhhh, God… Oh, Sir, I was so close.”
I know. You did a great job.
“I feel like I’m going to cry. I can’t understand why I want this.”
I told you to stop trying to figure things out, remember? Just feel when things are right, and ask me if you’re not sure.
“Yes. Okay. Yes, Sir.”
Good girl.Now, you can come back here, and I’ll give you another chance.
“But… but I still won’t cum, right?”
That’s right. I will fuck your pussy, and lick you until you can’t stand it any more. I’ll slide my cock up your tight asshole and fuck you, rubbing your clit, holding you right on the edge until I cum deep inside you. Then I’ll hold you close and comfort you while your poor, needy cunt is aching and leaking between your legs.
“God. Fuck. Why do I…? No, don’t try to figure it out. I remember. But… you get to cum?”
Yes. I will cum, and you will not. You can ask for it, you can beg for it, but you will not cum tonight. I promise. Do you want that?
“Y-yes… God, I think I do.”
'Yes, Sir,’ then.
“Okay. Yes, Sir.”
Don’t do it! This is just a reminder. I know it’s easy to give into being selfish, but you owe it to your owner. That orgasm you are about to have does not belong to you. You are better for it, and you don’t deserve it.
Keep edging
Keep wet and desperate.
Let go, not to the orgasm, but the good girl inside you.
An orgasm will end everything you are feeling right now. It will destroy all your hard work.
An orgasm is betraying your owner.
Feed the good girl in you, not the selfish cunt.
Be better for your owner.
